I've been waiting for so long for the summer, and now it's here... I don't know, I guess I thought it would be more. Feels like I need something to work towards, but right now it's the limbo between exams and results, I want life to move forward, there's too much on my mind and I wish I could ignore it.

On a happier note, Inception is an incredible film, the kind of film you spend hours thinking through afterwards, really enjoyed just getting lost in it. Would recommend everyone going to see it, it's basic enough just to enjoy the film, but then if you like thinking really far into things it's amazing.

Off to Kavos tomorrow, can't wait to have a really girly week, even though my liver will give up on me at some point very soon. Going to be so good being back in a hot sunny country :)

I miss New York so much!

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because I like the like the way it hurts

New York was amazing, such a fucking good week, wish I could have stayed longer. Feels like a completely different world over there, and now I'm back to all the drama here. All my money is long gone, have no idea how I'm gonna pay for Kavos in a week. Don't know how certain situations are gonna pan out either, and I hate playing the waiting game, want to know where I stand right now.

And we all sit around here in our home town listen to the waves as they all crash down, and watch the fire as it slowly burns away, glowing embers fly

The last week has been, for the most part, ridiculous. Not sure what's going to happen with certain situations, but right now I have to try and forget about all of that. New York tomorrow :D and I'm going to let go of here and enjoy myself, and it's going to be incredible. Hoping dad's gonna let me take his Pentax camera, which is beautiful, but that might be asking too much.

'You want me to come over, I've got an excuse. Might be holding your hand, but I'm holding it loose.'

Haven't blogged in a week, and realised that things I thought were affecting me have been completely ignored, and aren't any part of any problem anymore. Funny how much things can change in a week if you spend the majority of it off your face sitting in woods and fields and not sleeping.

EVERYBODY MOVE YOUR FEET AND FEEL UNITED

WHEEEEYYYY finally finished A levels. Sitting back with the sun streaming through the window sipping a pear cider waiting to go and buy more. This summer is going to be sweeeeeet. New York in one week :)

I think the finish line's a good place we could start

Take a deep breath, take in all that you could want.

You're neither friend nor foe, though I can't seem to let you go

Study leave is doing very strange things to my brain. Just over a week though, and it's all done. Can't wait to have the free time to do things I've been putting off for ages, re-decorating my room, playing guitar and piano again, and generally not being surrounded by formula's and definitions and diagrams of ridiculously scientific things that I should have never subjected my brain to.

Awesome song, awesome band:

So young and so hungry
So unqualified
Don't want the jobs anyway
No settled life

To get outta here
Two options one chance
You joined the army
I started a band

We'll meet at the bar
We'll buy us a round
We'll toast that we're back home
We'll toast this damn town

Annie's still working
Behind the bar
You can buy her a drink
I'll sleep in the car
Let's go

It's on the way back home
We'll be there soon

One of two choices
I guess i've made mine
I drink in a diffrent town
Nearly every night

And now you don't drink
For months at a time
I owe you a couple of rounds
We're back home tonight

We'll meet at the bar
We'll drink to old times
We'll toast that we're back home
And those left behind

Annie's still working
Behind the bar
You can buy her a drink
And I'll sleep in the car
Let's go

It's on the way back home tonight

We'll toast that we're back home, we'll toast this damn town

Seems ridiculous the amount of times I let things go round in circles, and do nothing concrete to stop them from happening again. Truly worrying about it now because of University. I want to know who the people are that are worth hanging onto when I leave, and not waste my time with people who don't give a shit. Difficult to do though... have no idea how things will be in September. Guess we'll see.

Just liked this :)